Many Many Thoughts Bouncing About in my Head

I have so many thoughts going on through my head, and I don't understand half of them.
I'm thinking about my career choice, my facebook page, Adventures in Odyssey, (which I am listening to) friends, Timothy, (he's kinda top in my head, but for some reason I listed him lower down...) blogs, blogging, the ministries that I've started or wanted to start, Moving Forward, (A group I'm in with young folk raising money to go on mission trips) school, my family, Thanksgiving, Christmas, so many things!
OH!  And how could I forget this:  The Fall Dinner.
I've never been to the fall dinner, but it sounds like a big deal.
I'm going with Timothy, because he's my boyfriend.
I'm kind of excited, but slightly scared.
It's this Friday!
The day I've been waiting for...so close.
I remember October the 5th talking to Karen panickedly because I wanted to go to the Fall Dinner with Timothy, but he wasn't my boyfriend yet, and I was scared to ask him.
The reason for the being scared is because I'm a scaredy cat.
Anyway, it's finally almost here.
And on Sunday I'm turning 15.  I've never been 15 before, and I'm slightly scared about that too.
I don't like getting older.
Well, I have a correction to make.  I don't like all the responsibility that comes with getting older.
I like being older, and I love driving, and being allowed to do more things, but I don't like having to be so much more responsible, and I don't like realizing more and more that this world is a messed up place.
Ahh well, that's my random thoughts.
Before I go I have a poem thingy for you:
It Can't Be Done
The man who misses all the fun
Is he who says, "It can't be done."
In solemn pride he stands aloof
And greets each venture with reproof.
Had he the power, he'd efface
The history of the human race;
We'd have no radio or motor cars,
No streets lit by electric starts;
No telegraph, nor telephone,
We'd linger in the age of stone.
The world would sleep if things were run,
By men who say, "It can't be done."
There, that's a lesson to never say that it can't be done.
~Katie :)