Tomorrow!

Tomorrow, tomorrow, I start school, tomorrow, I wish it would go away!  Okay, so maybe I don't want it to go away...but I'm so nervous.  It's going to drive me crazy!  What if I'm not prepared enough?  What if I'm TOO prepared?  Is it possible to be too prepared?
I have 4.5 binders and 3 pencil case thingies that go into the binders, and one that I could just carry around....  I HAVE to have one of the pencil case thingies in my math binder....but then, it would also be wise to have one in my Bible binder, because if I don't, and I forget pens or pencils, Miss. Montgomery will KILL me.  Figurtively speaking...but...yeah....  Then I should also have one with my English binder....this is so not cool....and I'd need one in the one I put everything in....it was much more simple last year when I only had two binders....and idk, maybe I should scrap the .5 binder which I was going to use for computers class, and use the one I would use for everything else?  And if I did that I would have 4 binders instead...I really didn't quite understand if I was supposed to have a separate binder for math either....  And I could always scrap the binder I was gonna use for English...but then what if we get a lot of story handouts?   I suppose I could always take my "English binder" home, and just take the stories home too, and put them in the binder there, and I would only have three binders like I started out with....
Yes, these are the pre-school (not preschool like little kids, pre-school, as in before school) things I wonder and stress about.
And honestly, this will be the first, "first day of school," I've ever had because I was homeschooled, and I came to school late last year.  Only a week late...but late anyway....
And then there's the whole the-seniors-graduated-taking-with-them-most-of-my-good-close-friends....  I mean, I seriously have only one close friend left at school...and I can't exactly talk to him about guys....I mean, well, I could...but he's a bit of a big tease.  He's still one of my best friends though.  And then there's the whole, "oh wow, now there's gonna be another girl in my class," thing...which I don't know if I'm thrilled about this or not...I mean...how do I know if she'll be nice?  What if she's snobby?  Honestly, we have ENOUGH snobby girls at my school, we don't need more.  And then, what if she's not snobby, but just really mean?  Oh, and someone can be popular without being snobby.  I think it would be safe to describe Travis as popular...and he's not too snobby.  He can be a bit mean sometimes, and a bit of a know it all, and if I was more myself at school I think Travis and I could get into some wonderful arguments.  I like arguments.  But I'm a bit lost at school.
You know, I go from one topic to the next so fast, I don't even know when I should make a paragraph break!  It's horrible...especially sense I'm supposed to be an author....
Well, if you'll excuse me...I shall go stress elsewhere.
Farewell my loyal readers!
~Katie :)