Thoughts

I've been thinking.  And do you know what I've realized?  At my school--a private CHRISTIAN school, there are so many insecure people.  I know of at least three.  And there's bullies too.  I don't know if some of the bullies even realize they're bullies.  And there's also some people who are perfectly nice, but when they're put together with one of their friends, they can be mean.  Then there are people that I am pretty sure are some type of strange bipolar, because sometimes they can be super mean, and other times they can be really nice.  And there's one person at our school that everyone thinks is perfectly fine, but he's really an arrogant, stuck up, know it all, who is really a jerk.  Especially to his sister, who can be really nice and sweet.  She isn't always, and yes, she can get somewhat annoying at times, but she's not the ugly, weird, brat that he says she is.
He yells at her to shut up, and acts like he knows the answers to everything, all the time.  You know what, I need to get off of the topic about him, because if I don't, I'll get mad, and if I get mad, I'll really start to rant, and if I start to rant, I'll get off topic, and if I get off topic I can't make a point, and if I can't make a point, y'all won't know what's going on inside my brain, and if y'all don't know what's going on inside my brain, my blog will be useless, and if my blog is useless, I have no business having a blog, and if I have no business having a blog, I'll just get rid of it, and if I just get rid of it, I'll have no outlet for my rants and stuff like that, and if I have no outlet for my rants and stuff like that I'll explode.
Now, where was I?  Oh yes, insecure people, and bullies.  They don't always bully, and sometimes it looks like teasing.  But there's a difference between bullying, and teasing.  Bullying hurts, and teasing merely annoys.  Maybe they don't mean to bully, maybe they think they're teasing...but a lot of that kind of teasing can be painful.
Having a classmate call you a cross-dresser, just because you're a tomboyish girl, hurts.  Especially when you don't know if they're teasing, or really do want to make you insecure.
Remember what kind of school I go to?  Oh yes...a Christian school.
A Christian school where people make gay jokes, and perverted jokes, and purposely mispronounce words to make them sound dirty, and shove other classmates into desks because they got super annoyed.
Oh wait...that last one was me...um...well...and I did apologize, and I think he forgave me.  I'm pretty sure he forgave me.  We're good friends.
And I have a friend there, who a guy won't talk to anymore, simply because people at that school teased them mercilessly, and said that she liked him...when she didn't.  And it's happening again, with another guy.
And I get teased constantly, both among my family, and at school about guys.  My family is bound and determined I'm going to marry one of my guy friends, and everyone at school is bound and determined that I am madly in love with another one of my guy friends.
Well, guess what...I'm not.  And I'm not too sure I'm even gonna get married, or have kids.  Besides, I was told by someone that they can see me as a single lady.  I'm too independent anyway.  And argumentative, and opinionated....
Anyway, I just wanted to point out that just because "Bible" is tacked onto something doesn't make it Christian, and I wanted to point out that my school is slightly messed up sometimes.
OH!  And a guy who quit coming to our school came back to visit, and he looks WAY different.  He bleached his hair, and apparently he dyed his eyebrows, and eyelashes, and he wore a stocking cap IN SEPTEMBER, and he had super skinny jeans, and he looked WAY different.  WAY different.  If I don't stop saying that, that's all I will say, because he looks WAY different.
I really need a personal massage therapist....
I'm going to a Renaissance Festival on Saturday!!!  Okay, goodbye.
~Katie :)